....OK SO THIS IS WHAT I THINK

The last few days, I have been in an extremely good mood.

No particular reason maybe. I can trace it back to watching the "Obama" look a like on Soul Train, or maybe the beautiful weather, I don't know what it is, but my mood has been amazing. However, this good mood has been characterized by endless singing and dancing. I have been into my music incessantly the last few days. Those who know me know that though I am a music lover, I really only listen to rnb and neo soul. I'm not big on hip hop or rap at all but of course I will bump Biggy from the trunk and appreciate a random Souljah Boy tirade as well.
Nevertheless, my playlist has been full of floetry, badu, devaughn, sullivan, robeson, dangelo.... you get the picture. Basically, I have a "in love with BLANK" playlist..... I have been acting like I've been in love all week.... and it feels good. No, I am not in love with anyone. I don't have a current love interest. I can not even think of anyone I would even consider talking to a little bit who is in my life right now.... thats not my point though. I am in love.... I just don't know him yet.... but he's coming.... cuz this week I fell in love with him. It may sound sick and twisted, but I get it... and honestly, on my own blog I guess it really doesn't matter...
Anyway.... the song I have been listening to almost hourly.....well its not really a song....

Floetry, "Fantasize"
I wanna do dumb things.
I'm talking: strolling-in-the-park things. Stealing kisses straddled on park swings in the daylight while the ice cream van sings little melody like...
Twa da da dum...Da da da da dum...
I'm talking some midnight dedications of rare groove tunes,
And all across London
we're using real names too, 'cause we're not fazed by who cool, who a fool.
See, I want to...
everything with you, so...

I Fantasize about you
said everyday
And I want to do just everything.
Said Baby
Said everything
and a I I I...

Now I want to run holdin' hands
See, I know that we can do this, in a field of purple grass sprayed with green and white tulips under a sky washed orange by an everlastin sunset.
And you know what???
I ain't done yet.
See, I want to catch a ride off some crimson- colored stallion.
We can sail off in a boat made of water, straight into horizon
And we could catch a lift on a cloud.
Thats silver lining's really platinum,
But you know what? (whaaaat?!)
I still ain't done yet.
See, I want to- (Wooo-ooooh)
And I was thinking we could-(said whaat baaaaby)
And if you wouldn't mind a little-(Oh yeah-heyy-yeah)
And if you're ready we could always--(Oh oh oh baaaby yeah yeah)
See-
"I Fantasize...(uh huh)
about you, (said you justa...)
everyday (everyday)
and I want to do just everything...
(thing for ya)
Said, Baby
(thing with ya)
said everything.
(everything)
And...I, I, I Fantasize about you,
Said everyday & I want to do just everything. Said, Baby, said everything. "I Fantasize about you, everyday & I want to do just...

So basically.... I'm in love with him....
his thought,
his essences,
his potential.
I'm getting excited.
I don't know why this is on my heart....